Breathe
''Every time when we lost the person that we needed more than anyone we lost the part of us that hoped for life. Anyone of us can fall in love easily but forget it harder, we can forget the face of that person but not his voice,words and touches... the days that gone with him,or just still going. You feel the whole world when you fall in love with someone and when you can't understand what that person feel about you starting find signs that you think that he feels something too. But honey there is nothing happen easily especially with you because it's you and you can't get anything easily because you are deeper, you understand world, you feel and see what others hide and that's why you can't just do it. Because it's easy and easy ways gone fastly. You are changing every time, every second when you breathe, you are something bigger that not for everyone, but as a stupid little girl you think that he will see that's all in you..''. Hailee used to talk when she alone at her room, she laying on bed and while looking at the ceiling she talk with herself.
The hardest thing is finally understanding that you are fallin’ in love with someone that doesn't even know it and you don't know what he can feel about you. Hailee a girl who used to make weird things ...for others they are weird but she knows that hiding something is harder than feeling alone or sick.
''I'm gonna invite him to our garden for walking with me.'' She text him about it and get dressed.
They met in the garden which was closer to Hailee's house. They are like friends but they don't, they don't used to talk usually with each other but she gonna fix that. Before coming garden Hailee wrote something on the paper that she couldn't gave him. They just walked and talking about something that wasn't important, sometimes it's annoying even if it's your favorite person.
''Look there is something that we can do now.''
''And what is it?'' asked Harry, he is tall also he is wearing glasses and he like to show everyone how serious he is but the same time he is the real soulmate who never let anyone feel sad. He has long fingers and warm hands and he always dressed strange.
''Look at first you can tell what you think about me and then what you feel about me then i will''
''Ok..! But why do we need to do it? I mean the reason of doing it...''
''There is no reason. It's sometimes you want to know what think other person about you even if you see how sweet he with you''
"I think you are crazy and i can talk with you so long and never get bored''said Harry''But i can not say what i feel because i have never think about it.''
Hailee's mood changed to the bad, she felt that there is something wrong''What if he doesn't like me?''Yes! it's possible. But sometimes we really need to say all the things that we keep inside of us, otherwise we will be hurting.
''What about you?'' asked Harry ''Well i think you are the craziest person that i have ever met and i like it, and i think sometimes you are weird. How to say? I don't know''said Hailee.
After it Hailee decided that she need to go home.
It's dark outside the stars shining so bright Hailee just laying on bed and thinking about Harry. She used to think about him too much. Sometimes it hurts,sometimes it helps to feel better, helps to imagine what if she could touch his hands and his face. She always remember every detail about him.
After these thoughts Hailee stood and started walking around her bed then she took a letter that she wrote last night. She decided to gave it to Harry but she couldn't as she thought there was nothing magical between them.
She decided not to talk with him for a while. She need space and need to think. What if there is no feelings about Harry? What if those feelings just because of they meet each other not usually and she just miss him? ''But we used to talk too much. It's a mess!'' said Hailee ''It's always mess in my head!God.''
Days went slowly. she always on her room with cup of tea she didn't go out with friends she used to sit next to window and watch what the outside. Days went but Hurry remembered her only twice. He was cold with her...actually that all what feel Hailee.
One day she decided that she need to let him know about everything. Now she is pretty sure that she fall in love with him. She hope that there can be something between them. In the evening she took her letter and went to the Harry's house. She started lookin' at him, he was on his yard talking with his dad then he went to the house with dad. After it Hailee put the letter on the stairs and get off from the yard.
Now she's laying on bed and thinking about that moment what if he doesn’t like her, what if there is nothing special, it is just only her imagination...as if she could change something, it's too late! But no one need to worry about steps like that cause people need to worry about things that they hide inside and dying with it, and there is soul-mess because of it. It hurts!
At the same time Harry noticed the letter on stairs he took it and went to his room. He had no ideas who could do it. Harry sat on the floor and opened it:
‘’...Everything is hard when you understand how you feel about someone and you don't know what the hell is he feeling every time when he looks at you, i just want to know that i'm right about you and you will stay, we don't need to rush we can do it as we doin’ it before, just be usually here for me, i know it's all happen with me at first but i like all these crazy feelings that i feel about you, i'm pretty sure you feel something too and i can wait . So make me feel better, make me crazy, i promise you when you will take my hand i won't let you down and...i remember everything about us like how at the first time you took my hand, how i felt your warm hands, the way how sweet you were with me, your look. I like your glasses, your lips, they are like roses, your fingers (you know it) Anyway just be as you are and let me feel that i'm right about you. And if you really feel something about me then we can meet tomorrow at 7pm on the nearest garden
Love, your Hailee’’
Harry was shocked he never waited it from her as he though she doesn't like him just because she always has the worst opinion about him…Anyway they both lied thinking about each others. Hailee worrying about tomorrow, Harry doesn't know what to say as he has never think or noticed something. But he started thinking about her, he started thinking that she is beautiful, brave and funny...
Day changed. Hailee woke up early but she still lying on her bed and thinking about today’s day, it’s all on her mind: his face, his hands, his smile, his voice, he is perfect by himself. She is happy, finally she did something that will change her life and it’s does not matter to the bad or to the good. Cause the important thing understand what can you do next, but if you stand there in middle there is nothing gonna change. That’s your life and you can do what you want, you can break the rules, you can move the mountains, you can touch to sky so why you can not to do it? You are powerful by your soul, by your heart and by your mind.
Everyone need to listen their heart!
Hailee was late Harry waited here more than 10 mins. She is finally here. She’s wearing blue jeans-dress which was sitting on her perfectly, her hair were black and she made up her lips in red lipstick..she was beautiful.
Harry stared at her for a while.
Harry lookin’ at her like he has never saw her.
‘’Um..Hello’’said Harry.
“Hey! What’s up?’’they started to talk about something that didn’t matter.
It's hard to start a conversation like this, and he want to know her very well. It’s like Harry starting looking at her with another side of Hailee.
They walked and talked too much.
They talked about everything.
They were laughing.
They were happy.
It was like their first met.
They went to cafe՛ and had dinner together.
It was perfect.
After it Harry carry her home…
‘’It was adorable. Thank you’’said Hailee.
‘’No, no, no. Thank you for being honest with me, thank you for trusting me you feelings and made my day better’’after these words Harry kissed her forehead.
Now it’s finally time to breath with the quietly on heart.
Breathe the whole air and feel love besides her…...
