Part 1
Every piece of us every time brakes when we have argument or when we just explore it. Our parents can't even imagine what we feel when they argue with each other or when we argue with them…Everything will be fine only when each side recognizesits fault…
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Mary was the only child of her family. She lived with her mother and father. She was 12.She used to watch how her parents argue every day but she couldn’t do anything, as she was just a little girl.
Once, when she played with flowers in their garden she heard how her mother screaming and crying.When she went to the window she saw how her father beat her mother. She was shocked, she had never seen it before. Mary run into the house with a hope to do something.
Usually they argue about money or there is misunderstanding between each other.. Every time when it happens they forget about their child. Mary feels unnecessary as they don't even notice her...when she tries to do something so it's ends up with punishments.
Years went. Mary grew up…Now she is 19 but she still lives with her parents. That was her choice to live with them, with a big hope... one day everything will change. She thinks that everything depends from her.
It՛s already start of the new year and there is nothing happened yet. So there is hope for a peace. Mary likes spending her day with parents: they watch movies or make something to eat together. Mary loves both of them and she thanks God for the new page on their family. That’s really great to live with parents and have fun every day. Her prays were delivered to the God. She was heard from God. Every year, every month, every week and every day Mary growis with belif on her heart that helps her to survive all these things. Now everything just gone…
Evening. Mary and her mother are waiting her father, he has never been late before.
_No!That’s strange my girl,-said Mary’s mother excitedly,-your dad have never been so late like today.
_Oh, cmon mom, it’s just an hour..
_No, you don’t understand my girl,-she said with looking at Mary’s eyes, like she want to cry but she is trying not to show her tears,-I feel like there is something happening.
_Mom everything is Ok, you will see,-said Mary with smile.
Her father entered the door…
_Finally! Where were you?
_I was at work and it was a very hard day. Why? Is there anything happened?
_Yes, we waited you, and you are late for more than a hour. And do you know what’s the strange?
_No, what?
_Today is Friday and you don’t work on Fridays, am I right?
_Oh, mom cmon! Maybe he decided to work more, to get some money, as we need that.
_So why he hadn’t done it before? I feel there is another thing.
_Oh, hold on wife…
_No you have to listen to me…
_Here we go again,-said Mary.
Mary are just sitting and looking at her parents, how they argue again. Her father only said ‘’talk quite, our neighbors can heard us..’’ but he didn’t explain why he was late…although Mary’s mother didn’t even try to listen what was really happened. Time went. Its like more than an hour like they were arguing. Mary decided to do something, but father became angry and told her that she just a little girl for trying to do anything here. He told her that she must not disturb while they argue. Mary started to cry: these words broke everything inside of her …whole belif for the happy family. She was crying and her tears were falling down fastly but her father told her to cry lower as their neighbors could hear her voice.
_Just imagine what they will think about us…
_No one care what will your neighbors think,-said Mary’s mother
_You always say that but you never try to find the way out from this…from this hell!
_How can you say that?-said her father, he haven’t seen her like that before.
Mary was so nervous she just left the house with tears on her face.
She felt pain on her heart and she didn't know what to do so she just wondered with tears on her face and with a broken soul. At that time she remembered about her boyfriend. ‘’What if when we get married we will argue like my parents? What if we will get tired of each other fastly like they did?’’ thought Mary.
Mary was standing on the beach alone. Heaven is dark,the wather is dark and so deep, the wind is a liitle bit cold but it helps her. Mary likes a wind when it’s a liitle bit cold, it helps her to feel fine. So she just closed her eyes and tried to feel the wind…tears went fastly, they were running, they wanted to left her eyes…’’Why God?’’ thought Mary. But she didn’t got that it was not what wanted God. God always struggle for all of us, for our happiness.
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Everything will change only when we understand what we want from this life and what other person feels …That is really hard. But we need to be merciful and understand that sometimes we can say bad things when we are angry but it does not mean that we can say what we want. People need to be kindness.
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