Belif never dies
Part 2     
     
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Pepole need to trust each other for the better future.

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Mary though if  on her family always arguments so she will be like her parents and with this thoughts she left the house and went to the beach...as usual...where she felt fine every time when there  something wrong on her heart. She stood and watching the sea how it moved back and forward her felt the wind. 

  'Mary?' said Ashton. Ashton is Mary's boyfriend he is tall and little bit pale, he has dark brown eyes his fingers are long and thin on his hands are noticeable his veins.

'Aston? What are you doing here?'

'I was worried about you I called you, but you did not answer on my calls. Is here everything fine?

'Yeah...I guess yes' said Mary and walked to the Ashton who stood in a front of her.

'I see sadness on your eyes, tell me what was happened?'

'No, I'm sorry but I don't want to talk about it.'

'As you want' said Ashton and sat on the earth Marry followed him and sat too.' I just want you know that am always with you despite  everything, and am worry for you, you know how much you mean for me and I don’t want to see you like that'.

     Mary answered nothing she knew that Ash love her but she could not imagine how deep it was. She felt something inside of her like something was moved on like volcano wanted to break the earth and gave all his fires to everyone.

    And after it she decided to tell him what was happened. Ash listened her and he was sorry about what happened on her family.      

   Eventually he told her something that she needed so much at this time to know, she was waited for these words...

   'But I want you to know that is not mean we will be like your parents, that not means that our family will like your or mine, our parents used to make too much mistakes because of money or how much they are thinking and worrying for us'', said Ash while looking on Mary's eyes then he continue'' And while we living with them we need to try to get lesson from their and not to make the same mistakes in future. So you just need to trust me like you did it before all and you will se how everything will move on to the better'

     After these words Ash hugged her and kissed her head.

   Now Mary knew that she has someone who really care for her, these words gave her a wings and hope which is necessary for her.

 'Just remember everyone and every couple are original by themselves' said Ash, Mary just smiled and put her head on his shoulder.

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I can trust you and can tell you what I feel that means everything for me. Now I know you are always with me...

Belif never dies
Part 1

Every piece of us every time brakes when we have argument or when we just explore it. Our parents can't even imagine what we feel  when they argue with each other or when we argue with them…Everything will be fine only when each side recognizesits fault…

                                         

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   Mary was the only child of her family. She lived with her mother and father. She was 12.She used to watch how her parents argue every day but she couldn’t do anything, as she was just a little girl.
Once, when she played with flowers in their garden she heard how her mother screaming and crying.When she went to the window she saw how her father beat her mother. She was shocked, she had never seen it before. Mary run into the house with a hope to do something.
Usually  they argue about money or there is misunderstanding between each other.. Every time when it happens they forget about their child. Mary feels unnecessary as they don't even notice her...when she tries to do something so it's ends up with punishments.
   Years went. Mary grew up…Now she is 19 but she still lives with her parents. That was her choice to live with them, with a big hope... one day everything will change. She thinks that everything depends from her. 
It՛s already  start of the new year  and there is nothing happened yet. So there is hope for a peace. Mary likes spending her day with parents: they watch movies or make something to eat together. Mary loves both of them and she thanks God for the new page on their family. That’s really great to live with parents and have fun every day. Her prays were delivered to the God. She was heard from God. Every year, every month, every week  and every day Mary growis with belif on her heart that helps her to survive all these things. Now everything just gone…
   Evening. Mary and her mother are waiting her father, he has never been late before.
_No!That’s strange my girl,-said Mary’s mother excitedly,-your dad have never been so late like today.
_Oh, cmon mom, it’s just an hour..
_No, you don’t understand my girl,-she said with looking at Mary’s eyes, like she want to cry but she is trying not to show her tears,-I feel like there is something happening.
_Mom everything is Ok, you will see,-said Mary with smile.
  Her father entered the door…
_Finally! Where were you?
_I was at work and it was a very hard day. Why? Is there anything happened?
_Yes, we waited you, and you are late for more than a hour. And do you know what’s the strange?
_No, what?
_Today is Friday and you don’t work on Fridays, am I right?
_Oh, mom cmon! Maybe he decided to work more, to get some money, as we need that.
_So why he hadn’t done it before? I feel there is another thing.
_Oh, hold on wife…
_No you have to listen to me…
_Here we go again,-said Mary.
Mary are just sitting and looking at her parents, how they argue again. Her father only said ‘’talk quite, our neighbors can heard us..’’ but he didn’t explain why he was late…although Mary’s mother didn’t even try to listen what was really happened. Time went. Its like more than an hour like they were arguing. Mary decided  to do something, but father became angry and told her  that she just a little girl for trying to do anything here. He told her that she must not disturb while they argue. Mary started to cry: these words  broke everything inside of her …whole belif for the happy family. She was crying and her tears were falling down fastly but her father told her to cry lower as their neighbors could hear her voice.
_Just imagine what they will think about us…
_No one care what will your neighbors think,-said Mary’s mother
_You always say that but you never try to find the way out from this…from this hell!
_How can you  say that?-said her father, he haven’t seen her like that before.
Mary was so nervous she just left the house with tears on her face. 
  She felt pain on her heart and she didn't know what to do so she just wondered with tears on her face and with a broken soul. At that time she remembered about her boyfriend. ‘’What if when we get married we will argue like my parents? What if we will get tired of each other fastly like they did?’’ thought Mary.
   Mary was standing on the beach alone.  Heaven is dark,the wather is dark and so deep,  the wind is a liitle bit cold but it helps her. Mary likes a wind when it’s a liitle bit cold, it helps her to feel fine. So she just closed her eyes and tried to feel the wind…tears went fastly, they were running, they wanted to left her eyes…’’Why God?’’ thought Mary. But she didn’t got that it was not what wanted God. God always struggle for all of us, for our happiness.

It's just we can not understand that we made our life bad, day by day and then we impute god on it. We think if he is God then he can stop all  wars and arguments, but we don’t understand that all is happening because of us, because we don’t want to listen others or we dont want to understand what can feel that person when we shout at him or punish him or her for trying to make family better, for not loosing hope all these years…



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Everything  will change only when we understand what we want from this life and what other person feels …That is really hard. But we need to be merciful and understand that sometimes we can say bad things when we are angry but it does not mean that we can say what we want. People need to be kindness.