Monday, May 4, 2015

                            A day with princess   








   _Alright guys, i hope you will understand this book, beacause tomorrow i want  you do tell me what  really means this book.
 After it the  bell was rang. And all guys  started to pick their books and put them on .... Walking alone home  is awful. you don't have a best friend with whom you can spend your time or doing homeworks.Or listening music which you both like,or image..

   Our princess's name is Ilke. She's feeling alone everytime. Everything is on black ,for people like her black is everything. For ordinary people black is just a colour but for extraordinaries... She is on her room, alone with her dreams, imagines. When day ends she is so badly lays in bed and looking at the stars on the walls and ceiling from which  comes  lights, She closed her eyes and feel happy, the stars really help her to
forget her  day or pain or something bad happend... She likes all subjects at school and she study very well. But something is'nt well something on her heart isn't well her soul needs to fly...what  she is doing at nights when she walking on the beach....
   At firsht every morning she opened her eyes, looking at the sun then pick up the pillow  and put it down on her face.
_Why are  you come morning? What you want from me? Go away!!-the words what she says every morning. After choosing a black jeans with black shirt and black shoes,she brings her black backbag on what she wrote ''Suicide''.Then she is going to school.
  After school she stays on her room where she has black lights which she  turns on and trying to do homeworks. But it isn't easy becouse of her mind, Sometimes come on her mind are  posetive things but the most they are  sad, she remebered a day with him and...screaming,crying. She doesn't like to share her feelings with anyone that's why she is alone at everytime, every stupid second,minute...hour...everyday..oh trying to do homeworks is the worst thing in the planet, at this time she starts love the sun too (she hated sun because it wasn't black). Oh finally homeworks is done.x!
 Evening! It's means it is time to go outside beacuse the  there is dark...parties,drunk,laughing,boys,music...
 Night! but not so late ... time to be alone....again.
_Earphones are you ready.-with smile said Ilke and here we go again. The princess walking in bad mood untill she will be alone... she is on her favorite park. Here she has her personal big stone where she wrote with her black marker '' I see Humans, But no humanity''...She sitting near it and...oh smile on her face is coming back beacuse of  music. She closed  her eyes, smile still on her face and she says  "I'm a punk Rock!!''. Time to go to home she rising her hands looking at the moon...smile..pleasure...relax.. But when she walking near the beach the sea asks her to going there and feeling the cold weather.
  Late Night! Ilke standing on sea's water with closed eyes, hands are rising. Then she siting on the stone and here we go again...bad things is back! She is really in pain, something hurts her so badly, something or someone that she never can forget. Her face is down "I'm not perfect'' she though. ''There's not much point in trying.I'm tired of living as a failure....''
She  comes back home. Her parents were waiting her, she  smiles them and goes to her room.She is on her room. Ilke lying on bad, she looking at stars, tears are falling down from her beautiful face. Day is over, she is give up. She starts crying. Just imagine that moment when you burst into tears in your room and you realize that no one knows how unhappy you are...
   There is nothing to say...she  thinks that she is forever alone but she isn't .No one can understand your pain, your feelings but you always  can find the one who can be near when you need...it's  doesn't matter he\she knows about your pains or not...just when you  are crying or have bad mood she being on bad  mood too...sometimes she can cry with you because she doesn't want  you feel  alone! Once princess will find her sun and all bad moons are will go down....
''Stay strong beautiful you're gonne be okay ''_Ilke


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